Growing more everyday and i finally think i can put down the party drugs.
i finally feel like i dont want to do them anymore at dj events
i really want my sober self back
i want to feel how my body felt at 16
and mind
and soul
free from drugs and alch
sometimes i feel like radically just doing the opposite of everything i do
part of me just thinks music is a bad omen for me now and i should focus on other things