Tbh I think aging-obsession is the most unattractive and loser trait in the general public... You're angry at something you can't control which is un-godly and weak, you're whining over some illusion of loss that isn't real, you're fighting air, you sound like a boomer hallmark birthday card that says "21 again!" or some shit, you're trapped in the matrix that has taught you to fear death and obsess over youth because of advertising, you lack spiritual clarity and wisdom, you have no elder idols to look up to, you cower in the face of nature when you could be reveling in its depths...... Like get it together...
Before smoking: too many bugs in this goddamn house!!!!
After smoking: to be alive means to share the world with the rest of gods exquisite creations, who are we to say they belong any less