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(WARNING: mentions of self harm and suicide) suffering from memory problems and stupid idiot disorder. ＞︿＜ I MAY post

[abomi @abomi_dummy]

I would like to put it out there that if I don’t tweet anything for over a month then I’m probably dead (ᵕ—_—)

[abomi @abomi_dummy]

@FuzzyPupbee you reminded me, i found a pack of nuts covered in verity of spices
the caloric intake of the entire bag was 1800 kcal

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[abomi @abomi_dummy]

@FuzzyPupbee its ok bee! you are being very harsh on yourself! if i saw a pizza i would have eaten the whole thing in seconds. 1 pizza slices is not something to react to like that. you are still extremely thin!

[abomi @abomi_dummy]

just slashed myself while in a call with friends. they have no idea. i feel great for some reason

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@FuzzyPupbee im glad to hear that your mother doesn’t treat you like everyone else! you don’t have to go through this alone and you deserve to be loved by someone close

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@FuzzyPupbee oh no… so… like… am i in danger now? i said a lot of shit about him. he’s still an ass but like i don’t want to be confronted about this

[abomi @abomi_dummy]

@FuzzyPupbee your dad has said many things. you know that. he’s just an ass

[abomi @abomi_dummy]

@FuzzyPupbee that is adhd. and since when does being excited mean you are childish?

[abomi @abomi_dummy]

@FuzzyPupbee don’t feel bad though! i understand the pain but we are trying to prevent future problems. i believe you can do this! :)

[abomi @abomi_dummy]

@FuzzyPupbee i accidentally said really too many times ignore that

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@FuzzyPupbee your ed is becoming really dangerous. you really need that therapist because this is a bad sign. you really feel like you cant stop yourself. which means you need help

[abomi @abomi_dummy]

@FuzzyPupbee well in those 4 days it was your birthday so it’s really more impressive than you think

[abomi @abomi_dummy]

here if anyone even sees these

https://t.co/RTQJP4GXWz

[abomi @abomi_dummy]

that makes sense. im so nice sometimes that i have began to regret it. im just getting used like a tool now

[abomi @abomi_dummy]

scratch that. im not nice. im just too much of a pussy to think for myself and everyone uses this to get what they want

[abomi @abomi_dummy]

@FuzzyPupbee poor bee:(
you need to figure out what will effectively calm you down… maybe telling yourself that everything will be fine but there has to be a better way. you are in a desperate need for a physical hug which i cannot give even though i wish i could:(
everything will be ok:(