mister michael

18y manlet . love life love women. . aspiring target of medical malpractice suit

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

I was meant to be a youngshit (came out at 12) but my mother said absolutely not (made me wait until 17 to get HRT via repeatedly putting off the final appointment) and theyfab fearmongering made me think that DIY was the same as buying meth from some random junkie off the street

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

She has a weird complex about being 24/7 entitled to our lives and attention just because she gave birth to us. She criticizes my father for not "making us be independent" but gets mad when we tell her we want to be independent. Then she wonders why we don't want to talk to her

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

She's just the kind of parent who wants kids and to be a parent but doesn't actually want either of those. She wants the idealized version of having kids and the attention you get from being a parent but nothing beyond that. She projects herself onto me and only loves that

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

I looked almost identical to my twin brother. The only way I can really tell who was who is how they'd put me in pink dresses and him in normal clothing. My mom always wanted a daughter and I don't think she's ever cared much for me beyond that

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

Looking at baby photos genuinely makes me sick. I was forced into being a "girl" before I even understood what any of that shit was. It's disgusting

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

I think that all youngshits should die

[✶ @suwibi_n]

age regression but i was already cutting myself at 11 so nothing changes

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

I think my life would've actually ended up better if I'd just killed my mom like I constantly thought about doing back when I was in elementary school

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

Not once did I ever even think of this possibility

[uuuu 🍰🍡 @fa1lldontwayopf]

WHAT DO YOU MEAN UR NOT SUPPOSED TO DRINK YOUR ESTROGEN? I HAD TO INJECT THIS SHIT? WHAT THE FUCK I JUST SPENT 60 DOLLARS TO THROW UP WITH NO E IN MY SYSTEM!!!!

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

@3xprimed I have got some but not any more than I already was getting

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

Being into gacha games is gigafembrained but I'm not sure if it's something I'll ever shake off

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

I genuinely thought this kid was trying to bully me but he might've been serious. Thanks man

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

@projecthailtrny It's genuinely so bad

[sam @projecthailtrny]

my least favorite thing about hrt is being 10000x hornier

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

@cabletvs Wish I thought of shit like this back when my parents took off my door handle but all I did was set up barricades lol

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

It's kind of funny that the health professionals I've seen all agree that I was probably born depressed. Came out of the womb immediately wanting to kill myself

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

People are really nice to me and it makes me feel bad

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

I think the only reason that some people get so uptight about the root cause of transsexualism being considered an intersex disorder is because they don't want to be associated with us disgusting trannies or whatever

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

Might have to change my name again in order to comfortably go stealth I've known far too many theyfabs to be able to not spend every day worrying about one of them outing me for funsies

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

Being in your 40s and beefing with a 7 year old basically every day is funny as hell though I won't lie. Female version of a manchild

[mister michael @abstainfromvape]

My brain is probably irreparably fucked up by growing up in an environment where I'd end up in arguments every day. Wasn't even allowed to develop proper emotional management skills, when I started trying to go to my room to calm down she'd just follow me 😂