❝Why didn’t we discuss this?❞
• Jamison Hawthorne
• OC account for #obxRP#OuterBanksRP verse
• Married to @TheAbusedKook
• Contains mature and dark themes
• FC: Alexander Skarsgård (no affiliation)
• Writer: #Cᴍᴅʀ
@TheAbusedKook — about everything; them and their life together, she would say it's ridiculous and probably laugh in his face. Which would only make him angrier than if he spoke nothing of it at all and resorted to rage in the first place.}
@TheAbusedKook — merely because he wasn't sure how to start this conversation without being so direct. It wasn't like he always wanted to pick these fights with her, he didn't. He hated it, truthfully. But he thought if he ever told her how he really felt —
@TheAbusedKook — on when she left. They were doomed from the start due to his own sabotage. And now? Because she would be going back to work, he was certainly going to lose her and the boys. Jamison would've lost himself too if he wasn't already so far gone. —
@TheAbusedKook — through, or the fact he had slept with someone else while they have been married. He figured it was always something that would be inevitable, people always leave. So if he was in control of the reason, then maybe it would be easier to move —
@TheAbusedKook — sleep in the back seat, he couldn't help but feel it all slipping away from him again. The blonde always figured if he was going to lose Skai, he would be in control of the reason. Whether it be the mental or physical hell he put her —
@TheAbusedKook — Skai and Jamison seemed to exude. And while he had to admit they did have a very... passionate love life, sometimes it was brought on from the wrong reasons.
As he drove home, checking the rearview mirror to see the boys dosing off to —
@TheAbusedKook — She was out of his league, at least in his opinion, though it seemed their friends and neighbors felt a little envious over the life they seemed to live on the surface. He heard someone mention before that they wished they had the sex life —
@TheAbusedKook — negative the whole time after the initial incident. No, he was going to sit on it. See, to Jamison, he always felt like he was undeserving of Skai. Even well before they had been married, before they moved in together, had kids, any of that. —
@TheAbusedKook {Jamison hadn't spoken a word about Skai going back to work the entire rest of the time they were at the fair. He went on a few more rides with the kids before grabbing a bite to eat on their way out. He hadn't spoken up about anything —
@TheAbusedKook — nearby. But that wasn't the case. And Jamison remained quiet the whole time until the ride came to a stop and the boys were getting off.}
@TheAbusedKook — speak, though one could assume it was something not to take lightly. He could tell his wife was probably puzzled by his wordless response, she most likely figured he would go off on her, verbally since they were still surrounded with people —