BetweenBreaths

i call it notes

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I don t have anything going on , la paie li katsetini ba9a hhh , nd yeah i keep refreshing ur page kul mera nd i be like is he okey

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Still get worried when u don t tweet

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@t_had_enough Amine yarby🫂

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M Happy cz makntsh t9el ealik w ana kanhder ela nfs lhaja over nd over kula shher

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@t_had_enough I really don t care abt her tmshy ghe tkhra nd i hope she feels what i felt , but in fact i do care abt u , wakha hta nta dl 3sa but i hope ur doing gud w if u need to talk or anything u alrdy knw m here for ya

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Wakha tfu ela ur choices but i always be like ya allah i hope she ll love him properly , ur heart matters , wish mine did too

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Btw I convinced maself that all what u said was a lie so u wouldn t hurt that person nd u wouldn t make me feel bad as well , all this to not hate u cz i don t want to

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Actly m mad at u , even tho u said how can we be mad at sm1 for choosing what s best for him , but m mad at u nd ur choices

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Sm1 is trying so hard to get me my spark back🤍

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Y is the reason i stoped selfh*arming, the only person ma parents would trust nd let him take me on a night walk just cz they saw that it helps, it s so weird, the fact that sm1 i knew in ma 3rd year of studying would let his fam nd city to be here nd help me get over bad things

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This made me realize that i don t knw anything abt my parents love , i ve never seen em so mad abt sm1 as if he hurt their eyes , i ve never seen em wishing they cld erase sm1 from this earth , specially sm1 that they used to talk gud abt cz i ve always did

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Well yeah i was always so sure that my parents love me so much , but this week i told em what sm1 did to me , sm1 that they used to love and say that he was there when i was all alone in a new place, nd now i can t even understand that hate they have for him

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Well yeah i was always so sure that my parents love me so much , but this week i told em what sm1 did to me , sm1 that they used to love and say that he was there when i was all alone in a new place, nd now i can t even understand that hate they have for him

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The art of realizing that i was all the time running from and scared of the wrong person

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Ig i just got one of the worst injuries i ve ever got in gym
Following the sentence that sais hurt ur outside so u can forget abt ur inside

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M happy cz at least it s ours , and i didn t want it to go away cz ma granpa used to love it a lot , nd also his car, ma dad said that he won t let go both of the house and the car of his dad ❤️the only thing that i need rn is u dear grandpa , ur voice in that home sweet home…

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M sitting next to ma grandpa agn , i was telling him things that happened lately ,my dad promised me that he won t let our sweet home with it s memories go away , nd at the end he bought it , all of it, he said nothing deserves ur tears ❤️

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Shems d settat be like , ajy nhr9ek hta mn bera hshuma tb9ay mhro9a ghe mn ldakhel

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The taxi stopped near sm1’s house nd sdnly i felt i weird flng , idk what it is , i wish he just stayed a bit longer until i figure out what i felt