@puppy_st4rves im so sorry, edtwt is so fucked sometimes :c i hate how even in our own community that SHOULD know better people still assume unless you look sickly you're not disordered. dont listen to them!!
btw if someone with an ed doesnβt want to be deathspo because they still have goals in their life and realize how dangerous their disorder is it doesnβt mean theyβre "larping" some of yβall try your hardest to be best ana with a gbmi of 16 mdrrrrdrdrdr
@menamisu I'll try and wait as long as possible! I've learned as soon as I eat the hunger/food noise will just continue throughout the day, meanwhile if I wait I'll usually be able to hold that feeling off! I try to wait until 3pm at least.
the walking charlie app was great until now, cause now i just feel bad that my little dude is obese again
i promise i will walk more as soon as i can do so without pain buddy π
my best friend and i were talking about our mental health and she went "we're acting like we both don't actively have plans to die by the time we're 30"
...like damn you're not wrong but you didn't have to call BOTH of us out like that
jokes on her i was able to weigh it cause i know how much our paper plates weigh π still panicking a bit cause i dont know how much dressing she used but a little less panic now
it doesn't help that i know i need to eat more to heal while simultaneously knowing i will absolutely gain weight if im not careful since i can't move to burn anything off
@retluvsu thank youuuuu!! i had a medium oreo brownie frosty from Wendy's after and it was absolutely delicious!! im gonna up my intake to 1000 while healing to hopefully help :3