tryna make a poem about being overshadowed and not good enough to express what I'm feeling but it's so painfully mediocre that I lowk just shut up and bottle it up
you know I shouldn't have turned on airplane mode when my VERY IMPORTANT alarm is set with spotify but I'm now awaiting public execution and there's nothing I can do
i stopped caring having my things be tidy and planned, i end up keeping it all in my mind for years without writing anything proper down
its been holding me back from writing my actual stories fully because i think too much about getting it all being perfectly made