eden

i like music and art. 28. he/him

[eden @acioas]

@Chempyres hey dude. i can get you an invite! send me a dm with your steam id and i’ll add you

[eden @acioas]

@DistantGalaxy96 oh sick you were right behind me

[oqua🆖 COMMS OPEN (0/3) @oquanaut]

Gordon Ramsay as Kirby

[eden @acioas]

@skeletorisreal still have these?

[ivi🌱 @ivi_etz]

i couldn't resist to do my own #StoneSwap mega pokémon...

Sableye x Steelixite

[sarah ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎ ⏾⋆☁︎ ⋆ @sanss0leil]

person in the car with me: hey let’s put on the acacia strain

me:

[eden @acioas]

man.

[HARDLORE @hardlorepod]

Goodbye, Bo.

[franck besançon🩸Artbook available! @f_intothevoid]

Bishop of Knots.

[eden @acioas]

@celestialgum bestie ur famous also hiiii lucy

[HARDLORE @hardlorepod]

In loving memory of Bohan Daniel Lueders…

Starting tomorrow on HardLore, we have the first of three final projects recorded with our beloved brother and the other half of this show from the beginning.

In January of this year, we had the idea to interview each other in great detail about our childhoods, formative years and beyond in a nearly 3 hour conversation that (at the time) we deemed was too personal to release.

Now I believe there is a greater purpose to this conversation, and despite some parts being difficult to listen to given the current circumstance, it is an absolute miracle that it exists. I sat with it all day the day after he passed just to hear his voice again, and found that rather than being struck by the pain of him being gone, there was relief in feeling like he was back in the room with me. I take comfort in knowing that in many ways, he always will be.

I am so lucky and grateful to have thousands of photos with my best friend, and countless hours of footage, so let that inspire you all to do the same. Just take the damn pictures. You’ll be glad to have them.

In this time of unimaginable shock, and pain, I thank you all for your kind words, stories and support for Bo these last few days. I wish he could have seen it.

For Bo, Forever.

[HARDLORE @hardlorepod]

So many things finally hitting today. Thursday I was in shock, yesterday I was in isolation reading absolutely everything (and thank you all for the kind words) and today I feel the need to connect.

This show started because of a pandemic era Dungeons & Dragons campaign, where my longtime friend Bo and I would stay on for hours after everybody else had logged off and gone to bed. We didn’t talk all the time, so it was really refreshing to have this new way to connect with each other and stay in touch during those difficult weeks.

We talked about everything, and sometimes stayed on for full days without realizing it, laughing until we couldn’t keep our eyes open. It was like the Seinfeld episode when they pitch the show about nothing. This is it. This is good. We’re just talking, and we would watch this. Four years ago next week, Chris Hudson at Knotfest gave us the opportunity to post our first episode, and we had zero aspirations other than having fun with each other and talking about hardcore. Over the next few months, our lives were different, we were arm in arm, connected forever.

All of the episodes over the years where it was just the two of us always reminded me of those days, how special they were, and why it ultimately could have only been the two of us to do this. No rules, no stress, just letting you all inside of our minds and our friendship. We rarely hugged, we rarely said I love you, only towards the end did we drop our pride and call each other best friends, but we both knew every day.

Every Monday we logged on and recorded ads. 3 minutes of ads would often take over an hour just because of all the banter before, in between, and after (sorry Steven). That always reminded me of the D&D days as well. It was my favorite time of the week. When we got to talk, just for us.

More than anything, I just can’t believe I never get to see (or smell… my god he smelled good) him again. But I am so grateful that all of my best days with my best friend were recorded, for me, and for you all to see, forever. He was the best person, with the BIGGEST heart that I’ve ever known.

This Thursday we will be posting something that upon time of recording, we were terrified of, and instantly regretted. An intimate look into both of our lives that felt like too much access to us, and something we couldn’t take back after it was realized. In a window of manic productivity, I revisited it yesterday, expecting dread and agony, but instead was met with the comfort of just sitting with my friend again. I am now so grateful that it exists, and hope that you all bear through the pain and hear what he had to say. I love you Bo. That fourth hug is coming some day.

Love you @gothsconsin @harmsxway.

[HARDLORE @hardlorepod]

It is with heavy, broken hearts that we share that our beloved Bo Lueders has passed away.

He will be remembered for his unwavering empathy and compassion for his friends & family and his magnetic, inimitable presence on & off the stage.

We kindly ask for grace and privacy as we navigate this extremely difficult time.

For those struggling with depression or urges to self harm, help is always available. We’re not in this alone.

Suicide and Crisis Lifeline: 988.

[真鍋 陽 @manabe822]

みどりなど。リクエストありがとうございま！

[Euphy @EuphyTheFox]

Never Ending Nightmare - Darkrai
#pokemon #fanart

[SukeP（すけぴー） @MonsterOfSukeP]

メガアブソル・メガアブソルZモチーフの武器

[Heidi (comms closed) @heytherenrds]

snorunt

[Chris H. 🍄 sutexii on bsky @sutexiiart]

ABSOLUTE

✦ https://t.co/M8syrmnDRj

[Oriver @worldo188]

Rookidee-Corvisquire-Corviknight(8/9)

[🪫John Counterparts 🚫 🍋🐧 @johnTHEpenguin]

SELFISHLY I SINK