#whimsiclaire

better of as a concept ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

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got new antipsychotics and one of the major side effects is increased hunger and weight gain 🫪

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feeling fake coz i think i would be satisfied w bmi 17-18 bc i love my big ass 😭

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maybe somebody looked out for me anyway

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being on the taller side and always looking “skinnier” bmi than u are>>>>

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been maintaining for the past week but at least i didnt gain LOL

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@lov3s1ckweee 15-16!

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ate so much protein coz im farting the whole house up from the ground wtf

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ate pizza for the first time today in what feels like ages and still under my limit i love life

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two of my fav girls ever i love them

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never going back to <600 calories bc that only made me overeat in the end but i did manage to lose 8.2 kg in the past month and a half yay

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ate 1000-1400 cals for the past 11 days and took 10-12k steps for two days only and lost 3,200 kg im so overjoyed

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12th aug 🥞

forgot to take photos today but :/ had a bit more than i usually like to have but i am not bothered enough to care today

step count; 1.306 👎🏼 also cba today

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wieiad digital diary 🥐🥨

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11th aug 🥯

three egg omlette @ work, ate two of those bread things, fish w veggies in a tin and dry pastry thing

step count; 11.139

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had the best dinner ever in a really long time or ive become so desperate to find new safe food im finding comfort in canned fish in a homemade toasted bread, cream cheese and jalapenos

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still going to eat only canned fish bc idk, freshly prepared fish grosses me out. but its weird bc i like raw fish and sushi

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didnt eat fish in 15+ years for some reason and finally caved in and omg ive been missing out?

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nvm not fasting because i do deserve something today lets go

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he is the best ,, im so dramatic these are so pretty

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being able to fast on your birthday w/o anyone noticing instead of binge on cake or whatever because there is no cake, no candles no happy birthdays >>>>

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@HvidOpheli45881 thank u ily🫶🏼

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@miffystrv no, i would want to be friends with them by only believing there is still something more there and kiII myself when they say there isnt