I highly recommend you find yourself a clingy (healthy) lovey dovey partner whoโs super excited about you. Life is too short to spend it with someone who act like showing love is a chore.
Dating nowadays is a joke. You have to act like you don't care, wait hours to reply, pretend you're not too interested just so they don't think you're too available. God forbid you actually like someone and show it. It's not love anymore, it's all a stupid fucking mind game. Not pure emotion.