autumn.

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[autumn. @addakisson]

Becoming a mom is wild. You grow your best friend and that’s awesome but like…you’re never truly appreciated by anyone besides that tiny human 🫠

[autumn. @addakisson]

I really will be a mom soon… that is quite literally the craziest thing to me 🫠

[autumn. @addakisson]

I know they say God gives battles to his toughest soldiers or whatever…. But idk what kind of soldier god thinks he has in me, but I’m really just tired…

[autumn. @addakisson]

I HATE that I’m one of those people that sees the potential someone has and bases decisions on that… but i refuse to take someone for what they show me 🫠🙄🙃

[autumn. @addakisson]

I love watching my Zella girl roll around in my belly… I can’t wait until she’s here ❤️

[autumn. @addakisson]

I love just laying here and watching my baby girl roll around in my stomach… it’s so unreal that I am growing the person I love more than anything in this world.

[autumn. @addakisson]

Sometimes I wonder what my baby girl is doing in my stomach because MISS GIRL… you in there having a dance party or something?

[autumn. @addakisson]

I really cannot believe I’ve been growing a life for 6 months though… like 3ish more months until I have a whole human to take care of… I’m terrified… like I literally have no idea what I’m doing.

[autumn. @addakisson]

Went to the grocery store… saw something that reminded me of mom… almost went to call her then remembered that she’s dead 🙃 just shit on my whole day…

[autumn. @addakisson]

@BA_VAWL Thank you!! I can’t wait for her to be here!!! ❤️

[autumn. @addakisson]

Pregnancy is the most boring thing ever. I’m so tired of not being able to do anything ever.

[autumn. @addakisson]

I swear… my child is doing gymnastics in my stomach today 😂

[autumn. @addakisson]

2 days ago I found out a girl was brutally murdered at my apartment complex, two buildings down (20 years ago), yesterday I met her father randomly by chance, and now so can’t sleep and have been having the wildest nightmares…

[autumn. @addakisson]

I feel like since I’ve been pregnant it’s become my whole personality… it’s all I can talk about or think about and I know people have to be annoyed of me by now..

[autumn. @addakisson]

Do you ever simply feel like a vessel?

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I hope I’m one of those moms that gets really hot after they have kids. Like yesssss no more looking like I’m built like SpongeBob SquarePants

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So after 3 1/2 years together my boyfriend finally let me know that Selena Gomez is his celebrity crush… and I look nothing like her. Now I’m sad and pregnancy has officially made me crazy. The end.

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I’m halfway thought my pregnancy and still throwing up everyday… please send help

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I really miss my K5 ):

[autumn. @addakisson]

After 6 years of not having a washer/dryer hook up in my apartment, and now having one, I feel like I’ve finally made it 😂😂😂 it’s the little things man