polymathy can drive a person crazy if they fall too deep in their observations. those are the kinds of people that thrive in loneliness but wreck themselves unconsciously at the same time if they don’t leave the constraints of their comfort 🕳️🏃💨
Like I finally can handle my own mental and physical shit. I can finally breathe without someone judging it. I can sit on my own fucking couch and relax. Smoke a cig, pop a beer, read a book, or get a car wash in my honor if you see this 😗💅
I’ve been dealing with my BPD + disabled mom from the moment I was born and have taken care of her the last 10 years, and as a 30 year old woman, I’m finally free from the stress and trauma. First time I’ve been allowed full independence. Finally enjoyin my own home divas 🥲