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[Siri @addictedfreakz]

@Satanic_mommy If my future girlfriend doesn’t sound like this, I don’t want her

[Siri @addictedfreakz]

One moment I’m trying to hang myself. The next I cry. The one after I cut. Then I’m suddenly masterbating. What the fuck is this-

[Siri @addictedfreakz]

Every night, I touch myself wondering if I’ll ever fuck a woman.

[Siri @addictedfreakz]

@lxvessicck EARLY FINALLY ‼️‼️

[Siri @addictedfreakz]

SERIOUSLT WHY CANT THE BLADE JUST ACTUALLY CUT THE SKIN?? It’s only really grazing it. All this fucking blade is doing is basically giving the skin a fuckin tickle. Fuck my life dude. This fucking breakup sucks. #vent

[Siri @addictedfreakz]

On the verge of cutting, but yet I’m also so tired I can’t get out of bed to get the blade. 😒

[Siri @addictedfreakz]

3. Dad refuses to give me my 500 dollars back after he took it to ‘invest’, and the investment company got suspended.
4. My boyfriend has been ignoring me and I am scared he doesn’t love me anymore.

I just want to cut and cry all night.

[Siri @addictedfreakz]

Since I Am Sober is being a fucking dick, I have to vent here. Everything is getting to me.
1. Uni assessments are due this week and I am not even close to being done
2. Parents keep claiming I might get anorexia and now I’m feeling insecure.
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[Siri @addictedfreakz]

don't you just LOVE it when the helpline hangs up on you?

[Siri @addictedfreakz]

@TodorakiZa39917 It's just the fact that it looks so easy when seeing wat other people post of theirs. These deep cuts, even getting to the point to see beans. Yet I can barely even slash at the skin, no matter how hard I push down

[Siri @addictedfreakz]

TW// #selfharm
I wished I was strong enough to even bleed every time. Only small dots unfortunately and it makes me feel weak.

[Siri @addictedfreakz]

I’m so hopeless. I can’t even cut properly. I don’t have money to get a face shaver to cut with, so I’m using stupid eyebrow scissors and it isn’t breaking the skin- I can’t even bleed. Are you kidding me-?

[Siri @addictedfreakz]

@heavensbvnny I’m masterbating because I’m in a call with my boyfriend and want to see how quite I can stay without him knowing