abi 🍄

♡ 28 y/o • edtwt • wlw • she/her • high sw • fatphobes + minors dni ♡

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

october goals 🍂🍁🧡

• lose 14lbs / 6.35kg
• save at least £250
• crochet something
• plan christmas gifts / buy extra yarn that i'll need
• keep up with cleaning the house
• go pumpkin picking with friends 🎃

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

stewed apples and porridge (273 cals) - i'm so happy it's getting colder i love autumn so much 🍂🧡

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

@dietvampy i would love to join !!

i sometimes feel elderly on edtwt

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

also seasonings.. respectfully i aint weighing out 3g of cinnamon i just don't have the strength

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

calories i don't care enough about to weigh/count:

• spinach / lettuce
• 1 cal oil spray idec if i do like 10 sprays
• squash (only my fellow uk people know the joys of the tesco quadruple strength - orange and mango is my go to)
• flavoured water
• gum

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

which i'm so happy about because i'm really hitting that wl plateau recently

gonna try to really cycle my intake so some days 300-400 cals all the way up to some days being 1000-1200 cals to keep my body guessing

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

i somehow managed to poop last night AND this morning??

so guess who's another 0.8lbs down

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

i'm finally losing weight in my face and honestly i just looked in the mirror and recognised myself for the first time in over a year

got a long way to go but genuinely i burst into tears seeing my own face rn

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

need more moots so please interact with this if you are 18+ and active on edtwt 🌙✨️

picture of a box of puppies as a treat (i work in vet med)

[meli ؛ଓ @melidelicate]

all I want for christmas is to be insanely small

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

like i don't feel the need tell everyone i didn't eat yesterday so why do you

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

if my work friend mentions at all today that she hasn't eaten or that she isn't eating lunch i WILL scream

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

and no she doesn't have an ed at all because when she does have lunch it's literally like 1000 calories (not an exaggeration) but she sometimes thinks it's gloating to be like oh i might skip lunch today

[brooke @SuckerWeirdo]

I just want to be underweight. I want to never be called fat again. I want people to want me to gain weight.

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

why can i literally just not lose any weight when i'm on my period

it seriously sends me spiralling

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

the idea that i could lose like 30lbs before i go back to my home town and see my friends/family again at christmas is all the motivation i need

[liv's diary 🦋 @skinnlheart]

the concept of being in your 20s and still having an ED like when does the suffering end 🥀

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

i've been nauseous all week, now been hit by the worst chesty cold AND started my period today so have horrific cramps

gonna need my immune system to step it up

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

overall happy with what I achieved this month - only binged twice (and it wasn't even as crazy as it was a few months ago)
i didn't lose as much as i said i wanted to but always knew it was going to be unachievable but i need something to aim for

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

end of september !!

• lost 15.2 lbs / 6.9kg
• only saved £200 and even that was a struggle
• did mostly keep up with my sunday resets !!
• did not read everyday but still a decent amount
• did organise my yarn but everything is mismatched so need to buy more for presents

[abi 🍄 @addictedhunger]

september goals

• lose 9kg / 20lbs
• save at least £300
• do sunday resets every week (keep up with cleaning)
• put aside time to read every day
• organise my yarn / pick yarn to start making christmas gifts
• go on more walks

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