💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕.

9teen — bmi 23.2 — sh semi-recov. — #shedtwt

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

can't crumble can't falter can't crack can't show I just have to stay on top all the time I can't let myself never if I do the world ends if I do the world ends.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

I'll just keep wishing for my feelings to be validated, at least just once before I die.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

I'll just deactivate this too there's no point anymore.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

I really can't take life anymore I'll never be in the right my heart will never be in the right place I just cause everyone so many inconveniences and that's why I'm so alone it's just what I built for myself.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

why do I always ask myself why everyone hates me and stops being friends with me if the answer is myself.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

I really wish I was never born.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

I miss cutting myself as a punishment can we bring back long sleeves asap it's been 7 long months without it.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

just fucking spit me in the face and beat me up because that's less painful than whatever I'm feeling right now.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

I fucking hate myself so much I need to kill myself from the anger I make myself feel towards me it's not even about dying anymore I need to kill myself so the part that hates me remains alive and lives it's life.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

5 a.m and I didn't sleep yet and I have to get up early tomorrow and perform as a normal person for the whole day I genuinely don't see other solution but to cry myself to sleep.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

I'm just going to turn off this stupid shit rectangled device I can't take nothing no more I'm waiting like the mf Spinel herself and I don't even know what I'm waiting for.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

not surprised no one wants to stand my ass if I can't even stand my ass.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

#healing #whatsappisnext #imdying

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

gonna start blocking socials on my phone so I can't go on them because if I do I'll just delete them all.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

man I wish I could cry so bad I wish I could have a single tear on my eyes, my face is probably going to explode otherwise.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

mf is really convincing himself that hours or YouTube are fixing it lmao I'm so done.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

stressing the fuck out but not even surprised anymore why would I.

[💡:: 𝑳𝒆𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕. @addictgoober]

oh dear blades on the drawer y'all are sooo lucky it's summer y'all don't know how much.