Adelily

yours truly,

[Adelily @adeljager]

I’ll never be this young again, riding a scooter through the jungle on the island of Koh Samui in Thailand, in the soft morning lights, so let that sink in. 💙

[Adelily @adeljager]

Life is great, and do you know why? Because I dare to speak on my fucking needs. Both emotionally & physically, I voice it.
In 3 days, I’m leaving for a 2 months trip through South East Asia, because I dared to say, I need to leave.
Fuck later. Fuck maybe. There’s only now-

[Adelily @adeljager]

I swear I’ve lived another life around 60-70yrs ago somewhere in America in a huge country house, snowy in December, because the heartache I get when I see a video of one is unreal

[Adelily @adeljager]

*talking about my life lately*
Her: “and you’re doing this alone all by yourself?”
Me: Yes.
*sigh*

[Adelily @adeljager]

Lana Del Ray = The Buccaneers
and its breaking my heart, that I want to live in it

[Adelily @adeljager]

Én itt leszek, hogy a távolból szeresselek-

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Leírom neked, amit mondani akarok
De soha nem merem elküldeni-

[Adelily @adeljager]

How do I go through life
When I’m utterly alone
No one’s first choice
No one to choose

[Adelily @adeljager]

The only goal at the end of the day, is to leave.
Leave for the world, I dare you.
You’ll die alone anyway, why the fuck don’t see the world before?

Why can’t you see that?
What else are you hoping for?

[Adelily @adeljager]

Decompressing with my friends at our local pub at the end of the week is the only thing I’m living for atm

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Cigiszag keveredve a parfümmel a 4-6on - the real Budapest

[Adelily @adeljager]

“beleborzongok, látván, hogy nélküled éltem.”

Újra olvasom az Egymás szemébent. ❤️

[Adelily @adeljager]

-In another life?
-In another life.

[Adelily @adeljager]

Hands on my chest
And my knees on the carpet
Hopin’ you’ll stop it
Dear God

[Adelily @adeljager]

Christian Grey type of persuasion
Xaden Riorson type of loud love
Rhysand type of caretaking

Book girlies we are truly fckd

[Adelily @adeljager]

My hands are full of gold
Honey and milk
And you don’t want either of them

Who’s lost is it then?

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hiába kérlek Istenem, nem szedsz ki belőle-

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“It’s okay to grieve this and to feel angry, hurt, or frustrated. You’re allowed to want more and take the time you need to heal. This doesn’t define you, and it doesn’t mean you’re doomed to repeat this pattern forever.”

-leaving this here for my future self too

[Adelily @adeljager]

Uff, I lost my sanity for a hot minute
My bad
Go on

[Adelily @adeljager]

I’m about to stress the fck out on this boy I never had, classic me, lord have mercy-