I hate these discussions because as someone who grew up traveling and living in many places—meeting all walks of life…I’ve learned from a young age that no one’s religion or story is above the next. The idea that you want to convince another person of YOUR faith is a lack of maturity and low intelligence. The ability to understand that multiple things can co-exist and be true is the thought of a highly intelligent and complex person. Being THIS one-sided harms not only to those around you but yourself.
No one has to believe what you believe especially when it doesn’t affect you in anyway. You fear differences and that’s the biggest issue here. Truthfully, this amount of judgement and condemnation isn’t even “God like”. It’s all ego. God by the Christian standard would be deeply disappointed in you for being this way.
why would u meet the person you’re gonna marry in a fucked up way? why would your life partner make you beg, cry, chase & second guess. That doesn’t make spiritual sense. Break up. Move on