byrei

aish!

[byrei @adoboshii]

Be happy baby, I'm fine here. Dito nalang muna ako hanggang sa maka-usad ka.

[byrei @adoboshii]

I hurt all the men who came into my life so that the woman who deserves them more will come to them, because I know in myself I don't deserve their love even if I try to be more deserving for them, even if I try to be more better for them...

[byrei @adoboshii]

I hope he's taking good care of his self right now. I hope he eats at the right time and he doesn't skip meals. I hope he will slowly forget all those memories we had. I hope he will do well in his academics when the class starts.

[byrei @adoboshii]

And I "MANIFEST" for that.

[byrei @adoboshii]

I know that the woman who will love him wholeheartedly, even more than the love I showed him, will come to him eventually.

[byrei @adoboshii]

And I know that the man I hurt now will eventually forget all the things we did, those won't be good memories for him to hold onto, and it's better for him to forget them.

[byrei @adoboshii]

And one of them is happy in his relationship, they are both happy.

[byrei @adoboshii]

+and then you feel like you're falling again and you have been healed so you let her/him in into your life and you'll end up the one who will hurt them even if they don't deserve it and they didn't do anything to deserve it.

[byrei @adoboshii]

Is it just me? I think of myself not being suitable to be in a relationship, as you can see I easily get attached. Be kind to me and I give malice on that, treat me the way I wanted to be treated and I will be comfortable around, I'll be craving for your presence and attention.

[byrei @adoboshii]

But the realization hits me that we don't feel the same feelings, and then I will be left behind then someone will knock on my door doing the same thing and this time he/she is the first one who would had feelings for you+

[byrei @adoboshii]

The feeling of I thought I was healed from the pain I caused to myself but I just busied myself from the other things so I would stop thinking about it and that's where I thought that I am finally healed from my own pain...

[byrei @adoboshii]

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE, I HOPE 2024 BRINGS US GOOD NEWS, THANK YOU PO LORD!!!💚🎆

[byrei @adoboshii]

he's so cute when he smiles, oh my gosh specially those eyes, i feel like im falling more deeper😩

[byrei @adoboshii]

hi self:>