𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚

vent & shedtwt ⨾ 17 ⨾ PRO RECOVERY ᥫ᭡ ( GONE !! )

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

. . . zZ 🔪💕 jecka | he/they/she
♡ taken by my wonderful partner !! ,,

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

He killed hkmself cause of me. I'm closing this account i seriously just stand to be here anymore

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

I hope he knows that I'll come back one day when I'm better and that if he ever needs me for anything I'm still here for him cause I love him so much.

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

I fucked him up so much more than I thought I ever did. I wanted to stay in his life so I could be happy but now I can't even talk to him cause I'm scared of fucking him up more. I told him I wouldn't leave but now I'm leaving but it's for him more than myself.

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

I fucked him up so much more than I thought I ever did. I wanted to stay in his life so I could be happy but now I can't even talk to him cause I'm scared of fucking him up more. I told him I wouldn't leave but now I'm leaving but it's for him more than myself.

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

Also yes I know I shouldn't complain this is my fault but I'm still sad and upset mostly at myself and at the fact that I'm losing him

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

@thugpug_noname Yes

[Koko @starpeggi]

how it feels to be one of the few people on Shtwt who still does cat scratches

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

@humanyazio Thank you :((( <3
Hopefully I'll be able to talk to him tonight and we can work it out

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

Guys...I miss my boyfriend already..I'm so over with what we fought about..like what he said stills kinda pisses me off but like right now? It's like whatever man..ugh

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

@vampvanilla 5 would nice ..

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

Morning moots <3

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

Gonna take a gummy/gummie (?) and pass out hopefully and forget this night happened lmao !!!! Might leave this account so I don't relapse more than I did tonight but who knows if I'll keep that lmao

[jordan🪐 @zerocalmunchies]

HOW TO PURGE:

a thread for edtwt 🪡

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

I have no fucking food and I'm already in a bad mood and I'm alot of pain I just wanna fucking eat I don't care if it makes me a fat ass right now I don't wanna think I just wanna feel happy for at least a second

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

I'm having such bad stomach cramps I think my period is soon..

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

@COCAINEBONERX2 OMG YOU FINALLY SHITTED???

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

I want my boyfriend to 5l1t my wrist and yell at me until cry

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

He tweeted he's still alive !!

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

Guys im losing the 'idgaf war' so hard rn...im actually sacred he's like dead or sumthing

[𝓙eckα !! ﹙ 💊 ﹚ @adoredcals]

Guys im losing the 'idgaf war' so hard rn...im actually sacred he's like dead or sumthing