Being a homeowner is a lot more expensive than ppl think, but it’s rewarding. It’s not just the mortgage. It’s yard work, it’s pest control, utilities are higher, plus you just spend more when something is yours. The up-keeping is hard. It’s not as easy as a lot think.
weird to say I’m angry at life for giving me these good moments to live for, I’m not mentally ready for the happiness whatsoever, this depression is the worst