• DyL •

Broken.

[• DyL • @adylea19]

Awak. It's been 10 days since you left. Malam tadi kumpul with your siblings family. Janggal tak nampak you at one side of the conversation, which God knows how much it hurts yet strangely I felt more welcome. I miss you.

[• DyL • @adylea19]

Please stop making promises that you can't keep. Once a while is understandable, but it's getting tiring to be frustrated all the time. Up to the point it will be hard to keep the trust, and neither of us would want that. More frustrating when you're kept suspicious of inexistent

[• DyL • @adylea19]

"Why the hell does my life have to please you?" WATH - 1 sentence, knock me sobbing myself out. To realize I've been pleasing everyone else but me is terrifying. I certainly didn't survive the grief, I've been pushed to reborn as a single mom with 2 daughters who deserves better.

[• DyL • @adylea19]

OMG just remembered I created a joined twitter account for my ex using my email. Stumbled upon it while trying to signed in with new device. What a closure to read his tweets. Kau yg curang dulu tinggal aku, acah2 rindu lak lepas break up. HAHAHAHA YOU DESERVED IT. Oktqbye sekian

[• DyL • @adylea19]

You know you're getting way down the unhealthy lane when it's becoming difficult to perform prayers. I'm never been this overweight FATASS OMG. Bahagia sangat ke HAHAHAHAHA STOPP

[• DyL • @adylea19]

The more I know you, the more I know I love you. The more that I'm sure, I want you forever and evermore. To finally found my person at this age, hoping we can spend at least the same amount of years it took us to find each other. I wouldn't have you any other way. Blessed 😘

[• DyL • @adylea19]

Just when I thought I finally found the one I was praying for. Turns out my family loves me more and I'm too blinded to see that. I really need to give myself space to heal before drowning in the same pattern. It was great till it lasts. Truly grateful for my family and in laws.

[• DyL • @adylea19]

The wrong one will find you in peace and leave you in pieces. The right one will find you in pieces and lead you to peace.

[• DyL • @adylea19]

Alhamdulillah tahun ni dapat merasa nikmat terawih. Syukur 🤲🏻

[• DyL • @adylea19]

Ramadan tahun ni terasa betul rindu terawih. 😭

[Cool_Ustaaz ☪ @Cool_Ustaz]

Husband: Have you prayed Asr?

Wife: No

Husband: Why?

Wife: I got back from work tired a bit so I took me a nap.

Husband: Ok... Go pray Asr and Maghrib before its time for Isha.

The next day... the husband leaves town on a business trip... But a few hours after his flight was scheduled to arrive he didn't call or even text her like he usually does to let her know that he had arrived safely..!!

The wife calls to check up on her husband but he doesn't pick up.. She calls again; the phone rings but no reply what so ever.

She was starting to get worried after many attempts of calling her beloved husband and no reply at all... She thinks to herself something must have went wrong he never does that. He always calls as soon as he lands.

A few hours pass by... and suddenly the phone rings and its the husband. Wife all worried says: have you arrived safely??

Husband: Yes, Alhamdulillah.

Wife: When?

Husband: About 4 hours ago.

Wife in an angered tone: 4 hours ago? And you don't call?

Husband: I was tired so decided to take a nap.

Wife: A few minutes wouldn't have hurt you if you were to call me and let me know you'v arrived... Plus haven't you heard the phone ringing over and over again as I was calling you..??

Husband: Yes, I heard it..

Wife: And you don't pick up..?? What are my calls not important enough for you..??

Husband: You're calls are important to me, but yesterday you didn't seem to mind not answering the calls of Athan.. Allah's call...

Wife with watery eyes and after a short silence says: Yes, you have a point.. I'm sorry..

Husband: Why are you apologizing to me? You should seek Allah's forgiveness and don't repeat the same mistake twice. All what I want out of this world is that Allah unites us both in a palace in Jannah where in it we can start our eternal life together. Ever since that day the wife never delayed any of her prayers.

“The one who truly loves you is the one who pushes you forward on your path to Allah and gets in your way and stops you from going backwards in life.” ❤️

[• DyL • @adylea19]

Currently listening to your songs playlist yet I felt numb. It hurts but it seems like my tears dried out. There's a lot going on right now. I don't think I can take it all, one thing at a time doesn't seem to work. I'm stuck.

[• DyL • @adylea19]

Awak. It's been 10 days since you left. Malam tadi kumpul with your siblings family. Janggal tak nampak you at one side of the conversation, which God knows how much it hurts yet strangely I felt more welcome. I miss you.

[• DyL • @adylea19]

Before I almost forgot, we moved your car out last week. And the guy make a move on me, like my guts told me he would. Change of subject, the older one is getting out of hand while the small one growing cuter. I'm way too far from getting a new partner right now. Out of subject!