My worst autistic trait is like, my desire to not engage in arguments on the internet vs my need to 'well, actually' anything I see that's objectively wrong
everyone talks about how shonen comes off extremely homoerotic because authors can't write the female supporting cast as human beings but no one talks about the shoujo version where the guys are so bland that the girl has more chemistry with her rival
being in a state run psych ward recently i’m just reminded of how much we’re failing mentally ill and disabled folks. it’s so bad man. all of the people in there were either disabled or without any support system and set up for failure, and the state just further keeps them there
i fantasies abt ppl finding out how much i struggle to stay alive and them feeling bad for me and giving me attention but i rather die than tell anyone how sad i am