ælora

30. 🔞 I put the Yan in dere. find me on my vtuber account @aerosaliken

[ælora @aeloran7]

I’m so tired. I feel like I’m working so hard and I keep looking at what I’m doing trying to find what I could do better and where I’m lacking and I just feel so burnt out. I genuinely am finding it hard to do things again. I can’t plaster a smile for stream or friends anymore

[ælora @aeloran7]

I miss Seattle and Portland. I miss home. I hate that I was forced to move, that I’ve moved over 12x in the last 3 years. That I’m about to move again. I hate that as I grow older I feel more and more lonely. I lose friends every year, and I’m afraid I’m fading away.

[ælora @aeloran7]

This is where I’m selling now in case you’re looking for something~

[Aeros Aliken🔪🧬 ENVtuber @AerosAliken]

Have you something to confess, my little lamb?~

📌 Dec 5th @ 6pm EST 📆

I, Nuneros, will be hosting a stream where you can submit your confessions and sins unto me 🙂‍↕️

Form below, please follow TOS - everything is anonymous!

[Aeros 🔪🔞 @aerosafterdark]

New photoset up for 15$~

Have you met Hunter yet? 😏 🫴🏻

[Aeros 🔪🔞 @aerosafterdark]

Being praised would cure me rn I think

[Aeros Aliken🔪🧬 ENVtuber @AerosAliken]

Guys before the pickle costume on Friday please remember I’m hot ok I’m begging you

[ælora @aeloran7]

In case you were wondering where to find me and my new work ~

[Aeros 🔪🔞 @aerosafterdark]

New photo set up 🔪 bonus points if you tell me your fav scary movie when you sub

[Aeros Aliken🔪🧬 ENVtuber @AerosAliken]

Reminder that I’ve got a Throne~

Anyone who buys an outfit gets special pics when they arrive, and every 100$ donated to the model fund = a free 5m ASMR script posted 🛍️

It’s my birthday next month but we can always start spoiling early~

[Aeros Aliken🔪🧬 ENVtuber @AerosAliken]

ALAN WAKE IN SILENT HILL F???

SCRATCH GO BACK TO BRIGHT FALLS

[Aeros Aliken🔪🧬 ENVtuber @AerosAliken]

I’ve decided to set up a Throne wish for funding my 2.0 design (which we may reveal during my birthday in November)

So if you want to see it come together soon, consider helping me out 🥹

Every 100$ donated and I will publish a F2U ASMR script! [🔗👇🏻]

[Aeros Aliken🔪🧬 ENVtuber @AerosAliken]

THAT TEABAG WAS WORTH IT THANKS HOLLOW KNIGHT

[Aeros 🔪🔞 @aerosafterdark]

I’ve been so sick and busy but I could never forget about y’all 🙂‍↕️ new sweater set up~

[🔗👇🏻]

[Aeros 🔪🔞 @aerosafterdark]

Luckily I can post these here 🙂‍↕️

[Aeros Aliken🔪🧬 ENVtuber @AerosAliken]

I know we just did this, but surgery recovery + moving again has left me with v little.

I return to stream 6/24. If you'd like to support beforehand, it all goes to getting me a bed, desk, chair & monitors.

I will make you proud, even if I'm doing it from the floor 🥹

[🔗👇🏻]

[Aeros Aliken🔪🧬 ENVtuber @AerosAliken]

⚠️ EMERGENCY EVICTION DONOTHON ⚠️

Found myself in a situation where my household is v short on rent. I need to raise enough to at least not get evicted in April.

This situation has been the source of my recent depression. I just want to be happy & safe🥹

Let's try & have fun🖤

[ælora @aeloran7]

If you're reading this, I'm probably fine. My last thoughts are not going to be a twitter thread, I can assure you. But, if I'm being honest, I don't know how much longer I can be fine for. I'm trying my best.

[ælora @aeloran7]

I don't think I've been okay for a long time. At first I think oh, just last year was tough, then I think about the year before that, and the year before that, and by the time I'm done I realise it's...always been tough. I'm so tired, and I don't know how much longer I can do it.

[ælora @aeloran7]

I feel like I'm chasing things I was never meant to have. I'm tired of taking care of myself and choosing to live when it's literal agony, and it's no one else's responsibility to care for me when I don't even want to do it.

I'm tired.