@risesabove Strength in numbers, right now if Rey’s still in… If he can put his emotions aside for this one time we have the upper hand on that.
Otherwise, you me, the boys. we’ve got this.
@risesabove You are just kicking yourself, and it’s normal to be like this given the events of what’s happened.
I love you, and I’m gonna always try to find a way to give you another chance even if it kills me. ( Which I almost thought was gonna be the case the other week. )
Well.
@risesabove I’m a Christian remember, naturally forgiving and capable of giving probably too many chances.
Yeah? Well I’m proud of you too, you kicked ass out there the other night, would’ve beat him had it been a fair fight and they hadn’t pulled that little stunt.
@risesabove You don’t need to apologize anymore, we’ve all made mistakes. Heck. Wasn’t it over a year ago I ended up making one of the biggest mistakes of my life?
Yeah, that one sure came back to bite me in the ass.
The point is, you’ve suffered enough. This has to end once and for all.
@risesabove I know I don’t owe it to you, but I owe it to the people they’ve hurt.
And regardless, I love you. I can’t let them do this.
We’re here to stay whether you like it or not. This is our business too now.
@risesabove I’ve done a lot of praying lately. Did some tonight too, prayed for your safety… I knew it wasn’t gonna be pretty.
I love you. Please don’t ever doubt that.
@risesabove Sorry for making me love you? With those irresistible good looks and charm huh? Works both ways, you know? Kinda know how to make you weak with one look of these baby blues plus my twang. That does it for you too, right?
Hm.
I know I have a choice to make, and I hate that-
@risesabove I love you Adam, I can’t just simply turn off my feelings like that— I can’t hate you. I could never.
… It always comes back to me, I know.
So what? Ends with me?
@risesabove You just said it right there.
It started WITH ME, BECAUSE OF ME.
You used me to create this… Monster. You needed me to…. Become what you became. To build what you built.
IT WAS BECAUSE. OF. ME.
… God it hurts so much, because I wanna hate you so badly but just can’t.
@risesabove I still could’ve went out there. Forget what happened between us and helped those two innocent people out there— Beth, didn’t deserve any of that.
Yet here I am still bitter from the months of torture you put me through to simply ignore that.
I could’ve saved her
That’s on me.
@risesabove It hurts, to have to see you guys fight… I.. Feel so torn right now. Someone I considered a brother and someone that I love, I can’t explain the pain.