@AerialAcing where do you draw the line between too many chances and absolving someone who doesnโt deserve it? sometimes i feel like i donโt. maybe iโm just kicking myself because iโm already down. i donโt know.
yeah, i keep trying to tell myself that. i shouldโve been ready for it.
@AerialAcing i wish i could find the grace for myself that you seem to find for me. how do you manage to do that?
after what you pulled? no one should question what youโre capable of ever again. proud of you.
@AerialAcing iโm sorry that i let it get this far out of control. iโm sorry that itโ that i couldnโt stop them on my own. i wanted to be strong enough so it never had to touch you again.
youโre a better man than youโve ever given yourself credit for. itโd be an honor to fight by your side.
@AerialAcing after everything, aj? even now?
you donโt owe me anything. you donโt owe it to me to keep getting involved. you and the boys should walk away.
@AerialAcing i know. i know, and iโm sorry for that, too. loving me has given you nothing but trouble.
but youโre the key. you always have been.
it ends with you. no matter what you decide. no matter who you throw your loyalty to. it started with you, and it ends with you.
@AerialAcing you should. it would be easier that way and i donโt think anyone would blame you if you did.
i wouldnโt. iโve given you every reason to hate me.
it was supposed to be over, between you and me. but here we are once again.
it always comes back to you, aj.
@AerialAcing listen to me, aj. thisโ it isnโt on you. /none/ of this is on you.
i couldโve said the words before it ever got that far. i couldโve given up. that was my fault, not yours. i keep getting people hurt.
my stubborn pride. my creation. my monster.
it started with you. iโm sorry.
@AerialAcing some might call that karma. you of all people should. ajโ
you can handle yourself. i know you can. youโre as mean as they come sometimes. justโฆ be careful. itโs beyond out of control.
if anything happened to you because of this monster i createdโฆ promise me, okay?