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[ً @aetherdespair]

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[ً @aetherdespair]

why do you do the things you do ? do you not see the futility of your tiny, insignificant existence ?

[ً @aetherdespair]

like a nightmare you can't wake up from. a collection of your sins, ugly, real. all used to destroy the person you were hoping to become. the person you, deep down, knew would never make it out.

[ً @aetherdespair]

step in front of a runaway train, just to feel alive again.

[ً @aetherdespair]

i knew that was just grief. the insanity that comes with losing the life you had built.

[ً @aetherdespair]

i ain't slipping, man. i'm slipped. i'm a bad joke.

[ً @aetherdespair]

time moves forward ... and nothing changes.

[ً @aetherdespair]

still alive. still not too happy about it.

[ً @aetherdespair]

i felt like the avenging angel, i looked like a fat bald dude with a bad temper.

[ً @aetherdespair]

do you think a pile of shit feels popular because it's surrounded by flies ?

[ً @aetherdespair]

we'd only been married a short time. by now, she had been dead longer than i knew her.

[ً @aetherdespair]

in his ravenous hatred, he found no peace.

[ً @aetherdespair]

WHERE DID WE GO WRONG ? DID WE KNOW ? THAT WE WERE DEAD ENDING.

[ً @aetherdespair]

NOWHERE TO GO FOR FEAR OF FALLING, FALLING UNTIL WE LET IT GO.

[ً @aetherdespair]

NOW WE ALL TURN TO ASHES.

[ً @aetherdespair]

well, it wasn't perfect. in fact, it wasn't much good at all, but it'd have to do.

[ً @aetherdespair]

i decided that i was going to die sober. not drunk.

at least then i'd see who shot me.

[ً @aetherdespair]

there was always something rotten in the air.

[ً @aetherdespair]

FEEDING ON THE WRATH OF MAN.

[ً @aetherdespair]

ON I RUN, STILL MY SHADOWS FOLLOW.

[ً @aetherdespair]

your death is the singing i hear when i'm dreaming, and the bell i'll be ringing when i sing for you.

[ً @aetherdespair]

DEATH ISN'T THE ONLY GIFT I'VE GIVEN.