elio ✡︎

disordered figure skater and biochem major 🌲🎧

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

@organicanalog this looks heavenly

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

in my defense, i haven’t seen him in a month and he’s helping me move tomorrow

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

yep

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

my body is so out of sorts, chronic inflammation, barely sleeping, either have no appetite and eating nothing or binging. i just want to feel okay

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

@somesalvation literally like if eating doesn’t effect your weight then why do they keep telling skinny people to eat more

[adri .ᐟ🍦 @lovedadri]

not to be dramatic but food has genuinely ruined my life

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

@STARREXIIC @dizzy_angel111 incredible i should start tofu maxxing again

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

@somesalvation dude the hebrew “kazakh” takes me out everytime 😭

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

450-500kcals?
2 vegetarian sausage- 140
hashbrowns (didn’t finish)- 150
grapes (ate half)- 60
splash of 2% milk in tea- 20
60/40 water/juice- 70

tbh terrifying for not a lot of food, but yesterday was omad and won’t eat again till dinner so im trying to be ok with it

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

fatass breakfast before 2 exams today

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

i swear i’m going to start be active again, i mean it this time guys, trust. i’ve just been going through injury and school hell 😭

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

@somesalvation NO I GET IT i’m so pale and probably anemic right now i look like a dying victorian child compared to my dad

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

dinner (i genuinely cannot stomach anything else)

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

finally slept yesterday after being awake for almost 42 hours, i felt awful i was so inflamed and out of it. would not recommend

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

breakfast
350 kcals?

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

@breakw4ter yeah you’re real for that

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

@breakw4ter but ty

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

life has been awful lately and i have genuinely had no appetite for the last 2 weeks. but at least you can see my ribs and abs so it’s all ok

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

@breakw4ter it is what it is ig

[elio ✡︎ @aetherexic]

“breakfast” and it’s just me washing down adderall and an extra strength tylenol with celsius