I gotta admit im lowkey recovering like idk how to say it but I’ve been eating over 1k cals and maintaining bmi 18 and yeah idk I’ve never felt happier honestly and I don’t feel the need to get any thinner anymore idk like yeah I still do some disordered things but still like..
14 year old me would’ve never thought that I would get better like EVER so that’s why I also wanna say that getting better IS in fact possible. It’s a hard journey, there are definitely a lot of ups and downs but in the end, you just have to push through and fight. Ily guys