garden

garden 🔞 dol + denpaposting | 24

[garden @aeyes1908]

#shtwt gen how do ppl tell the diff between styro and baby beans. i feel like there is such a fine line between the two

[garden @aeyes1908]

so you keep going and going and going. feeling every wave that crashes against your hull. aware that it might be what kills you. and you feel every tiny person trusting you to keep them afloat. and you dont know if you can.

[garden @aeyes1908]

i feel like a great lake freighter. you get made to carry all this heavy stuff. and you do and you do it well. but because of when and how you were made youre brittle. and you see yourself surrounded by other brittle ships made to carry heavy things.

[garden @aeyes1908]

and then one day one snaps. and then another. and then another. and you keep watching every other ship like you break apart and sink while carrying what you were told you were MADE to carry. but you cant atop because if you cant carry this what CAN you do

[garden @aeyes1908]

trying to talk 2 my dearest ppl abt feelings and one of them immediately is on their priv liek. my feelings dont matter. oh my god. okay fine whatever. pretend there is nothing wrong w me

[garden @aeyes1908]

ahaha i cant even make it through one shift at work without having to cut in the bathroom on my break i seriously need to die

[garden @aeyes1908]

insensitive question but any shedtwt thats on effexor/venlafaxine when does the obsession w cutting go away or am i just doomed forever

[garden @aeyes1908]

so addicted 2 cutting that i am like. at work w my eye twitching bc i want to cut so bad but i dont have my blades GAH WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

[garden @aeyes1908]

lil syd between customers #dol

[lilium @pukeirl]

hey can u do me a favor and just bash my fucking head in as hard as possible with that big rock over there until my body goes limp

[kyu🧊 @Kyudred]

whitney

[garden @aeyes1908]

whitney house oh my god i used to pray for times like this

[garden @aeyes1908]

drawing my pc on receipts at work waow

[garden @aeyes1908]

@serrsusu wauw hello!

[garden @aeyes1908]

how do ppl find oomfs on here hi im garden im 24 and i heart #DoL

[garden @aeyes1908]

uhm what else. my fav LI is eden and im abt to do avery route bc i think i will be really into him too. i draw sometimes. i’m spiritually shtwt but doubt i will be active there

[sadcat 🔞 @sadcat111111]

here we stand , as two , as one
#dol #wraith

[garden @aeyes1908]

does my pc have a breeding kink. no. does she spend half the run pregnant? yayaya. oh girl