i spent my whole life searching for the good in u, trying to silence the darkness that tainted ur name.
but i canβt keep doing itβnot while u tear us apart.
ramadan ni saya belajar untuk diam and to hold myself back from saying βi told u soβ because i am right 90% of the time dan kau yang tak nak dengar
oh the mental and physical energy iβve poured into understanding peopleβtrying to make sense of what they needβalways the one trying to understand, never the one being understood. just so i could give, give, and give.Β only to be left drained, running on 1% or nothing at all.