i get so excited when i rp and i yell and i try to fix my mic so it’s not annoying but i just don’t even register my own tone and i feel bad and like i’m annoying to rp with bc of it :(
wow i’m so glad my ex & his family, ruined my relationship and forced me to move home so they could “have a relationship with E” only for shit to have literally not changed AT ALL. :)
i’m at a point where having a crush on another streamer feels like crushing on a coworker and i just need to get myself together if we’re honest bc wtf am i doing
the guilt that comes from not streaming…. these last couple months have been rough… i wanna stream so bad but mentally just don’t have it in me or like rn im sick… and it makes me feel so fucking guilty
just saw a guy say he goes super hard for his daughters and their mom & spoils them so they never accept less than that from a man and like. where was mine? where is my daughters? i’m sad
heheheheh so many people followed me bc of tc and i’m so scared i’m gonna annoy them as they’ll unfollow and i am very very self conscious so i will be unhinged here. this is my safe soace.
i looked a streamer that i really look up to and respect, DEAD IN THE FUCKING EYES, and said “well it was either kaylynstagram or agoodnutttt for my twitch so i chose the first”… and the concern on his face…
at what point are you considered a social media personality bc like i am no stranger to social media and good or bad i do have a personality and i do primarily exist on the internet but like i am fucking insane
i sat down the other night and wrote out so many goals for myself and for my socials and my career and i’m just feeling super motivated but also super sad and i can’t explain it