I actually suck at starving Like for real no jokeπ I dont want to be bulimic either tho, but I need to lose weight ARRRGHH the dilemma. Do I eat normal and maintain or do I b/p every day. Literally the only choices I have
Yesterday I didn't b/p and had like two si thoughts and today I have a bunch and I'm inundated with them. If it so clearly fucks my mind up why WHY do I keep doing it
Low-key considering suicide again but don't want to talk to my team about it because I don't want them to habe a big reaction. Like I probably won't do it so it's fine