Ayesha.

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Tempted to cut my hair short again

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Hollow and distant

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Its pretty fckin lonely

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Songs can take you back to a time in your life

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Boys nap, I take quick shower, baby girl bangun, twins pun bangun. I’m losing sleep, some days it hurts my head because of lack of sleep

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

My sons melt my heart

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Definitely a different experience. Not one that I am familiar with

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Jet lagged kids + one of them developing flu 🫠 a good one month jugak la. One demam after another. I haven’t been able to even catch my breath. 😭

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Lol. Not so summer in UK. It’s wet and cold 🥶

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

One thing after another 😩 twin 2 last week fever due to stomach flu, then batuk2, now, fever again. I macam tgh anxious for the other son to get fever pulak. I’m just exhausted lack of sleep for the past 2 weeks

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

First trimester this time around is like super sleepy mode. I’m tired of feeling tired🥱

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

I want to go Coldplay. But it’s too close to due date 🫠 tgk IG org je la kan 🫠🫠🫠

[Unfiltered Muslim @muslimbants]

A unique adhan

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

All I want to do is curl up in a ball covered by my blanket. 🫠

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Me: Ibrahim, are you scared of mama?
Ibrahim: no. You cute
🤣

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

While watching my husband is able to go about pursuing his new hobbies (don’t get me wrong I love every bit of being a mother) while I take care of the kids. With just almost zero adventures. I just would love to do other things outside of being just a mom

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Rasa macam nak menangis. Emotional roller coaster of being overstimulated/overwhelmed part of motherhood. I haven’t even been able to get myself “me” time. I don’t even know what I like to do for myself anymore

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Rasa macam kena tinggal je over and over and it’s never pleasant to be one feeling left behind. Catch my drift ? 🫠

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Yo. I drowned myself watching TikTok videos for almost 2 hours. Omg. My brain 🤣🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Why 3 days? Sebab I noticed that’s when the fever or flu kicks in. Prior to the last outing

[Ayesha. @ahseyaa]

Every time I bring my kids out to the mall, mesti anxious gila takut they catch fever je apa. Then lock ourselves in the house 3 days dulu sebelum keluar again