Religion should be seen like any other business. It starts with a need. Then there are multiple businesses (different small churches). Then churches get amalgamated (Orthodox, Roman catholic, Baptist etc.) Some businesses grow, some business fails and eventually the need for that type of service evolves into something completely different. The group we knew disappears completely from our culture and only lives on in myth.
We need both left and right policies depending on the situation. In war situations we need aggressive expansion and deregulation to increase production of weapons, and also left wing policies such as more handouts for struggling citizens with rations and public broadcasts etc.. This can be seen in parallel with peace (less intense) times ie deregulation for business men (soldiers) to improve production and the stock market, and the left, coupons for food or free buses. So as I said you need both left and right polices for the whole population. Getting the balance and right proportion of polices, for the right amount of people is the hard part!!
The constant gaslighting from ex-husband is extremely hurtful and exhausting. I have always pleaded and screamed to have a life with my boys.
Relationships with teenage boys is complex. I have felt demoralized by this situation and have always asked and almost begged for them to be a part of my life.
Sadly, they have always witnessed the lack of respect shown by own father for me. They need to take responsibility for themselves. With one son only seeing me for 45 min in the past 5 years and the other with only 4 visits in the past 5 years. I have pride too. From now on I will let them know when I am available. Trust me, those white lies in that book, they are going straight to the bank and I am the only one who genuinely gets hurt here. I will always love them and if you really know me, you won’t pay attention to the tabloids of my mental health and drinking. I am actually a pretty intelligent woman who has been trying to live a sacred and private life the past 5 years. I speak on this because I have had enough and any real woman would do the same.
To be loved unconditionally and with a naive heart like mine, always being threatened or made to believe I'm the bad one as they profit off my pain… Oh dear Jesus show me there is a God and I can too be loved unconditionally and not have to be so perfect cause it's really interesting. I 100 percent beg to differ the way he is literally attacking me in his interviews. If truth be told the man in the interview went STRAIGHT TO the SOURCE and said it CLEAR AS DAY … no money from Britney for 5 years you trying to get paid that's what general America is saying weird you both have moved on… your kids are adults it's a different world now ... why is HE SO ANGRY ... and what's scary is he’s convincing. It literally blows my mind the moments he stops before he cries are you fucking serious … I know his book will sell loads more than mine. If you really love someone then you don’t help them by humiliating them. What scared me was how serious and angry he got, people have no idea, it is way worse than anyone could imagine… the boy hates me and it is deep anger to literally say the things he is saying. As my mother cleverly says, “Oh you’re angry, we just love you so much and wish you were here” … I’m like, WHAT? You called me one time in 6 years and why didn’t you invite me to my son’s bday in Louisiana in my home for 2 weeks? They get entitled with special secrets as they treat me exactly the way my father used to… yes, they secretly love to cast me out and make me feel completely isolated. So, in resolution, guess what I did my friends? I bought myself a miniature green house made of all glass… it has a beautiful stained glass picture above the door… it is the mini house of healing… I do need healing and I’m starting tomorrow on it… nope not growing weed 😹😹😹😹… lavender, rosemary, eucalyptus, and miniature shelves. Freeze your favorite flowers in the refrigerator— I’m serious, the smell stays potent rich and strong. Gardenias are unbelievable, sage, peppermint, chamomile, tea tree —there are so many! I’m gonna get real dirty in there with all the dirt, but I don’t care I’m honestly liberated and so damn blessed it arrived!!! There are so many things to do to heal… I feel like just general contact and communication with people. My birthday wish is not to fly anywhere this year… I want to have coffee, lunch, or dinner with Michelle Pheiffer and Paris Jackson. It is important to look up to people and still believe in humanity, and there are extremely cool beautiful people here. I will start acting, doing real columns monthly not about me stuff. People are never supposed to talk about controversy shocking topics … I might even start my own radio podcast. And thank you to the people supporting my heart right now I know you guys understand it hurts and Perez Hilton you are absolute adorable and you made my heart smile !!!!!!!!!!!!