aika

digital diary in case i ever kill myself

[aika @aikablehh]

mmm i kinda wanna burst into flames

[aika @aikablehh]

sometimes i feel like i can’t say anything i want to anyone

[aika @aikablehh]

i feel like a woman the same way tomato is a fruit

[aika @aikablehh]

i don’t think i can be in this relationship, i feel like there’s so much wrong with me

[aika @aikablehh]

i’ve been feeling so fat recently, maybe it’s time to relapse

[aika @aikablehh]

why is my entire family mentally ill 💔🥀

[aika @aikablehh]

my wounds really hurt today

[aika @aikablehh]

monster with mmm cigarettes mmm mm mmmm~~~

[aika @aikablehh]

wipe your tears, they don’t care gang

[aika @aikablehh]

sometimes it scares me to be in a relationship, with how close i am to this person, with how much value they hold in my soul. i feel as though it’d be better to be completely alone so i wouldn’t have to deal with them leaving me eventually

[aika @aikablehh]

dearest father, what do i think of you?

[aika @aikablehh]

sometimes i feel such intense emotions that i don’t wanna burden anyone with so instead i just tweet about it

[aika @aikablehh]

“just trust your gut” but my gut is always telling me to kill myself

[aika @aikablehh]

sorry for being a bitch all day, can i cry in your arms now?

[T @scarhly]

private instagram and public twitter yes we exist.

[aika @aikablehh]

i wish my mum cared about me, maybe i’d be so different

[aika @aikablehh]

i feel so fat and ugly today, i really shouldn’t eat more

[aika @aikablehh]

i might be ill in da head