ailyuli

30 years old | they/them | mdni | no age dni

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stats to hopefully hold myself accountable
152.4cm/5ft
cw 42.2kg/93lbs
gw 38kg/83.8lbs
ugw 30kg/66lbs

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theater doesn’t have mr.pibb zero anymore ??? this is my 9/11

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without thinking I asked google a maybe not okay question on my work computer… I did it on incognito at least???? It will probably be fine though right? Like they won’t actually flag that shit bc it was after work anyway

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accidentally gave this smoker on the train the stink eye bc I could not hide my outrage and disgust fast enough when I was looking for who tf was smoking in the goddamn train

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I am not going to the beach til I reach my gw and I refuse to go another summer without trying a chicago beach 😡 !!

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I wish I had another cleaning job lined up for this weekend. Not only was that really fun but it was an AMAZING distraction from eating

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why is being suicidal so embarassing 😭 especially at this age

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I just remembered that time a couple years ago that I had my suicide planned and said bye to my coworkers in chat. Not to my friends bc I knew they’d try to stop me 🧍

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my boss just got really pissed at me and for once I can’t bring myself to give a shit LMAO I don’t screw up that often at work but when I do I usually freak out and start literally contemplating suicide ahdjdjdj but idk this time I’m like welp. 🤷 tough shit I guess

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I always complain about the lack of nonwhite thinspo but I just realized I can be the change I want to see if I could just ACTUALLY LOSE WEIGHT

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fasting for as long as I can stand starting now fuck this

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just barely made it to 42 but ate so much yesterday i’m back at 43 what the FUCK is my problem

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I have a rule for myself that I don’t waste time or energy on futile efforts. That includes internet arguments 🤷

[cat 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋ @munchingkittyy]

i am no longer a person who binges i don’t identify with binging

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@willeatmyself may you be entitled to financial compensation for emotional distress 🙏 amen

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@willeatmyself hcc is liver cancer. I wish you the best of luck, this whole situation is terrible. the breakdown in communication is so unacceptable

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30 has been my year of putting together and realizing a lot of shit about myself and it all fucking sucks ahdkdj

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3pm and I’m finally hungry. Craving fries, but the homemade kind. NO potatoes or oil in the apartment though lmao

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So I’m in love with my glp1

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if I were to ever share my “art” here can y’all promise that if you’ve got nothing nice to say, to please simply say nothing at all 😭

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I feel like crying suddenly? That’s so annoying.