โ
โ ( ๐ deep sigh, arms crossed ) ๐ฃorgive me for being bitter. forgive me for dissappearing. you may go now. did your part already, which was to come and ๐ด๐ค๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ me.
โ
โ
clearly, you still aren't ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. is it always gonna come back to him? the only one keeping that relationship alive, lestat, is you.
โ
โ
โ ๐ barely had signal there! it was a mess. ๐ wasn't thinking. ( she still is a mess, probably ) i did assume you'd be fine. recconecting ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ญ๐ช๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฎ. wouldn't be the first time you thrive in my absence.
โ
โ
i thought we were past the second guessing shit, lestat. you didn't think to answer when ๐ called? when ๐ texted? thought i'd be fine, completely normal whenโ ๐ข๐ you came back?
โ
โ
โ ( ๐er voice wavered, eyes fixed on the floor ) i'm sorry. i was scared. i tried, louis, i swear i tried calling. i just couldn't bring myself toโi didn't know if you'd answer. you've got your own life, your own troubles. i didn't want to be another one.
โ
โ
( pinching the bridge of his nose. taking a breath. this isn't the nineteenth centuryโ he's ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ , now. ) what the ๐๐ฎ๐๐ค makes you think it would go unnoticed if i couldn't ...
โ
โ
โ ( ๐ he swallowed hard, red tears gathering in her eyes as she turned her gaze elsewhere. ) you would've wanted to know more. you would've worried, and i didn't want you to have to. i thought. . . perhaps my absence would go unnoticed.
โ
โ
you ๐๐๐ to go. it was ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. you couldn't have said something? a fuckin' ๐ป๐ฌ๐ฟ๐ป would've sufficed, lestat !
โ
โ
โ ๐h. ( her voice rose, brows furrowing in disbelief. ) OH, I'M SURE YOU HAVE A LOT TO SAY ABOUT ABANDONMENT. it was DANGEROUS, louis. i had to go. what if she tried something because i ignored her? what if she hurt YOU? or the band?
โ
โ
that what we're doing now? disappearin' and hoping to be found? that's ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ lestat, i'm not gonna chase you halfway 'round the fuckin' globe when you choose your ๐๐๐๐๐ over all else.
โ
โ
โ ๐ou don't get it .แ i heard them calling me. i heard ๐๐๐. one cannot leave the Queen waiting. non โธป you don't even care, ๐๐๐๐๐. you'd have found me already if you truly wanted to.
โ
โ
๐๐๐ ..? who the fuck is ๐๐๐ ? ( arms crossed, nails digging into his own forearms. ) too dangerous. right, like i believe that for a fuckin' second. always with the secrets.
โ
ใ คย ย ย ย ย ย
โ ๐ didn't mean to worry yโ i wasโ something came up. i was needed. She called. ( blue eyes filled with shame, finger rising to her own mouth to nibble at the nail anxiously ) it was too dangerous for you to come. i had to do it alone.
ใ ค
โ
๐๐๐. fuck that. months gone by and you think that 'your hair looks nice' is an acceptable thing to say to me? you didn't even fucking ๐๐๐๐.
โ