really be sitting back like damn i really could’ve died this year . i really had to yell in agony for that hospital to take me serious. i really sat with an ovarian torsion for over 12 hours . i really lost half my reproductive system at 24 . and could lose the other half . so many complications. so many hormone changes. i don’t even feel like myself . i’m blessed don’t mean to sound ungrateful but today is hard . i feel tired . hope any other person struggling with pmos/pcos is getting the help they need. you are not alone on your journey. hugs from your cyster 🫂
I struggle with forgiveness, for real. I’ll let things slide and act cool for a while, but then my mind starts replaying everything. Before I know it, I’m mad all over again and don’t even wanna be around you. It hurts, ‘cause I’m the type to ride hard for the people I love. My loyalty runs deep, sometimes too deep. But it’s crazy how your own thoughts can keep you stuck, replaying the pain instead of releasing it. And the whole time, I’m just sitting there thinking, “Why would you even do me like that?
I’m enjoying me, right now. I’m hurting, I’m healing.
I’m evolving, I’m releasing. I’m setting boundaries and staying firm. I’m being consistent with the things I need and want. I’m getting to know me all over again.
It’s RAW. I’m loving every minute of it.🦋