@QueenmaryMV @Dhaanish_Nizam@malshasharyf@statepharmamv lmao they haven’t had Propranolol for months which is often prescribed to people with anxiety and also there is no alternative to this, they don’t give two fucks if someone is literally losing it to the point that they might just end up in the psych ward
with that being said this is kind of a goodbye, NOT KILLING MYSELF but i am just never gonna be back on this account ever again after tomorrow. i rather rot with my emotions than ever talk about them on here. i’m gonna miss all the oomfs. i love you guys!!
at times i think i want to be here but mostly i don’t think i want to and i don’t think it will get better. its kinda funny i’m surrounded by friends who love but i still feel so empty.
ion think i will ever be back on this account. i know my mental health will take my life, its just a matter of when that time will come. in a way i feel deep fear and comfort from it.