i think I lost my spark. I talk less, I keep to myself, I've mastered distance. I'm not angry, I'm not bitter. I just don't have the energy to show up like I used to. Somewhere along the way, I slipped into this I don't care phase.
Talk about yourself before you talk about people . . . Problem be y’all don’t got nothing going for yourself & no substance so y’all overly invest in social media and other peoples lives.
You lose her when you stop paying attention to her. To her feelings. To the changes in her behavior. To the sadness in her eyes. To the things she's been subtly asking you to do but you've been oblivious to them all. You lose her when you give her the feeling that her presence in your life is not important. That you’re fine without her, that you don't need her in your life as much as she needs you. When you make her feel that spending time with her is an obligation an not something that will make your day.
Yesterday was Jhene Aiko’s brother birthday and he passed away 12yrs ago. She made a comment that said “ no one knows how triggering it is to post the same old pictures bc there will never be any new ones” and now im crying bc I felt that wholeheartedly 🥺💔 and this is what they mean when they say grieving is tricky bc it truly does sneak up on you at any given moment
My 🚩 is my anger & it’s crazy because i’m so laid back. i really am a calm ass person, i don’t even be doing all that. i just hate feeling disrespected or played. it turns me into a whole different person, i react first & think later.