What's in your pockets hey hey what in there whats in your pants is that an emblem of undoing is that a non nothing is that a symbolic recursion you fucking cunt
If hellfire is anything it's infinite pleasure as well as pain,
it's a Dionysian bottoming out into malkuth, borders of the enlightening subtlety folding upon themselves into a wordless innate,
or, even a language of overfired nerves, a syntax of edge experiences
Drinking black coffee in the shower because I'm European and it doesn't matter nothing matters, letting the water splash into the mug like waterlogged gutters it doesn't matter
as the empty gallery echoed with footsteps and hushed tones drowned in reverb,
the implications of the closing announcement ambient in my mind, fighting to remain in forgetting myself.
I was but a force in immalleable form.
To act as other to her discontent,
Dying hope silver.
I'm lucky to have seen this around 100+ occasions as a child, to the extent that it impressed a shape of femininity-as-forboding on my young subconscious.
Gazing into the dying tones of the distant dusk, her veiled form a brooding howl against the world