@Dynner_ I think controller players as a whole on FPS games shouldn't exist, or at the very least aim assist. if you are "at a physical disadvantage", you shouldn't get a crutch mechanic. If a controller is how you play and it's a disadvantage, you aren't competitive anyway.
Did any other trans women/enbies who were raised male have problems going topless as a kid? I remember i always felt extremely uncomfortable wearing just shorts for seemingly no reason, I wanted my full body swimsuit back... I still don't know if its dysphoria or smth else