sometimes the thing that make me sad is just, when its all end, im the one who suffers, i got nobody besides me, i got no truly closed friends. so yeah, i need to get used to it again. which is frustrated. but i had to
akhir-akhir ini gue kaya mix feeling banget, sometimes im genuinely excited about life, sometimes i just wanna disappear for a bit, terus lucunya gue sendiri ga tau sebenernya gue lagi ngerasa apa, kaya semuanya fine, but somethin’ feels weird?