girl, imagine you're already at a point where you can buy whatever you want for yourself, then you meet a man who can't even give you the things you want, Like,,,,,come on 😭😂
Allah knows your soul is tired, He knows you find it hard to accept what is going on, He knows you've been asking Him and praying hard, He knows you're confused and in need of comfort, but He also knows what is best for you and He will always steer you in that direction,trust Him