once you betray me, you lose that version you once had of me forever. whether i choose to forgive you or not, you'll never get that same me again and it's not even intentional.. my heart won't love you the same, my soul would tolerate you the same & my mind won't ever forget it.
You can literally be single for months-years and avoid people thinking you’re healing but then all of those same triggers will resurface once you finally connect with someone again. There’s certain healing that can only be done while in connection.