The Dallas Cowboys and the agent for Pro Bowler Brandon Aubrey are in agreement that he should be the highest-paid kicker in the NFL. The disagreement is by how much. https://t.co/E5M7CWBN9u
As you get older, you start realizing that you are not always right and there are a lot of things you could have handled better and many situations where you could have been kinder. All you can really do is forgive yourself and let your mistakes make you a better person.
“That’s because you’re still trying to get the love you never got.”
We don’t chase people because we love pain.
We chase people because, at some point,
we were taught love must be chased.
Not received.
Not felt.
But earned, through performance, perfection, persistence.
People don’t talk enough about how being too self-aware can ruin you. Noticing every tiny shift inside your own mind, every motive, every micro feeling. It sounds wise, but it’s debilitating & you can’t turn it off. You watch yourself living instead of just… living. And the more you understand yourself, the more you mourn the parts you can’t fix. It’s like holding a flashlight you never asked for, pointed directly at your own soul. And the worst part is knowing exactly why you’re hurting, exactly where it comes from & still feeling powerless to change it. It’s strange how clearly I can see myself & still not know how to be myself. I swear, sometimes knowing myself is the thing that breaks me the most. And the truth is… there’s no off switch for a mind that won’t stop looking at itself.
people think depression means you're sad and crying all the time. depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. i can't think , i don't respond to things , nothing is interesting , i just feel empty. not sad , just blank. i have a lot of days like this and they are hard.
Today I realized IM the problem. I ALLOW people to do me any kinda way, and I just … love them anyway. Sometimes harder… I tend to choose people who aren’t willing to choose me. And hold onto people I should let go of.