Honestly I just want him to love me or suffer what I did, but at the same time I know he is a person with a different way of expressing himself, he isn’t a pure evil being and I need to stop seeing him as one so I can be neutral towards him.
I fucking need a therapist, I recognize the pattern in me now and I want to treat it but I have no money for a therapist and there’s the problem with my mother too. I want to get out of here
Todos hablan de lo aburrido que es estar soltero, pero han estado sin amigos? Eso además de aburrido, es triste. Es otro nivel de soledad, un nivel mucho peor que el de ser soltero.