Avoidant people are so funny.
“Hey, I know I did a weird, mean thing that hurt your feelings but you telling me about it actually hurts MY feelings and because I am incapable of holding any emotional space in my body, I’m going to somehow make it your problem. Have a nice life, bye.”
I lost all respect for people who saw me breaking, and still chose to break me even more. You knew I was tired, trying to find my way back to myself, and you still made me question if love or loyalty exists. It’s crazy how some people can look you in your eyes see the pain, and still cause more of it. That’s the type of shit that changes you, makes you colder, quieter, and careful about who gets close to you again.