~ Some info about me ~
• I'm 17 / any pronouns
• You can call me Paulina/Aka/Nico whatever ┐( ̄w ̄)┌
• I can disappear sometimes when I feel better so sorry bout that, will inform if I'll disappear for once
• It takes me some time to reply dm's, please be patient with me :(
My partner says I'm broken and rworded but he cant find anyone better and it's a check mate and I feel the worst for being like this in his eyes I wanna kill myself I really wanna tell someone but I can't keep brothering that one friend
He probably really wishes he didn't have a retarded girlfriend and regrets being with me and I have to come up with something that will make him want to stay with such a dumb bitch like me...
I don't think that's a thing you can control at point which it's rare because I would have to talk like walking on egg shells and I just wanna talk freely with my loved one it hurts me so much...
Idk if anyone will see this but my boyfriend is really angry and disappointed with me because I didn't understand irony two times today and I feel so bad and he calls me stupid for that, should I feel so stupid? I don't know I just don't get things sometimes, rarely...